Self-inflicted

As i sit here and think... forgot my words.
As i sit here and think.. I sat here and thought... forget it.
Lets sit down and chat. or talk...and just forget...(continued..)

I had a couple...poured some out for you. your still here though.
we had a couple. poured that down for you.

as life became sober again...i felt like running away. but i can't runaway.
so help...

-theboy